i'm next?!

I got the bouquet on my tita's wedding. Does this mean i'm next? Assuming huh?! Well, i just like the thought of it honestly. It's not that i really want to get married next year, it's just that i like the thought of me being the bride, wearing a wedding gown and walking down the aisle. I surely don't want to be tagged "always a bride's maid, never the bride". I'm now imagining the George Clooney - Angelina Jolie wedding of the year. No contradictions please. lol. Besides, after a very stressful month, i decided to entertain only happy thoughts. Past is past. Leave everything distressing behind if possible and welcome the new month with a fresh start.

EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED

Life's a bit shitty today! Totally my fault! I expected too much, and as expected he can't give that much! I'm being bratty again but what can i do?! i'm really pissed! i'm just wishing this feeling would be gone by the time i wake up tomorrow. Please be gone! Please!

FINALLY!

I woke up today having in mind what i wanted to do with my life. I want to EXHALE! I've been inhaling and inhaling both clean and polluted air. Need to release all of them this time. I want to go out of here and rejuvenate. I want to be in the ocean rather than the aquarium. I want to do more than swimming back and forth in this small watery room with everybody else just watching. I need a break from all of these coz i'm really really tired and exhausted!